Sunday, March 29, 2026

Measuring the Width of Your Eyes as They Stare Through My Locked Window

 

I learned some skills from an artist I met a few years ago who had finished a commercial photography program. What I learned from her was less about photography; more about cropping for paintings and drawings. Up until meeting her, I'd just kind of wing it. Cutting here and there at a piece, then shifting it around in its frame until it landed where it seemed to make sense. 

As a gift, she bought me a T-square ruler: Heavy and black and metal. Sharp edges and corners with a vague nod to a crucifix. It could be used as a weapon as easily as a cropping tool. 

It's a sexy ruler. 

There is only one ruler I own that is sexier. 


(pause)


There is a scene in Pillion (which I've seen twice, now) that took me by surprise. It is brief and the intention within the film is different from mine. But, for a moment, I saw someone doing something to a lover that I had never witnessed someone else do - right in front of me. [I know that other people do it. I know there are many reasons for which it is done. I simply had never seen someone doing it to a lover in real life or portrayed on film.]

The moment involves a thin, all-black, cloth, measuring tape that is pulled from a sleek hockey-puck-like retractable spool. The tape itself is black. 

That's what got me.

I rarely feel envy of material things but, in that moment, I felt envy pour through my entire body:

I had no idea such beautiful tools existed. 

 

 

be well; be loved,

k. 

 

 [image credit: Naomi O'Hare]

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