It's morning. The sky is beautiful, and I am facing a wall of floor-to-ceiling windows in a cafe nowhere near the city in which I live. The music is just right. Guitars: not too country; not too folky. Cement floors. Wooden tables. Small, bare light bulbs on thick wires strung across the room, above me.
Oatmeal and brown sugar to my left; an americano (with a dash of cinnamon) and a glass of water to my right.
I am waking up.
Thinking of the people in my life. Thinking of something a good friend said about how being around other people who also use multiple languages somehow gives her a sense of belonging- even when the languages they use are not the ones she uses. I understand this, somehow. And it's strange to think about all of the people that have played a hand in me getting here- to this muti-language'd patchwork of connection. It's awing for me to think about. I know a lot of people are brought up with multiple languages. I wasn't- minus the random scraps of my grandfather's language that was recited at birthday parties, in come-ons and in insults- so it means something to be here. How much my life has changed. How much people and language and culture and humor have changed it.
In any case: Back to these window panes. A bit more tracing the clouds with my eyes is due before I start my day.
Be well; be loved; be open: What is confining you may be yourself.
k.
(image: Poldi, 1914, Egon Schiele via giampixx tumblr)
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